Epiphanies of a Wandering Mind

That person who you tease as a mama’s boy has an emotionally distant father which is why he had to stick to his mother for his emotional and mental requirements. He had to stick with his mother because the world would never accept or acknowledge his insecurities. He had to become a little distant from the world because the world would never understand that his inner child could not heal and feel loved the way he wanted to because of which he tried to find it in any manner possible


The fellow who can act clingy or distant at times may call for help internally. He wants to ask for help with all his might but thinks that people will shut him off if he ever does that with all honesty. He too feels like sharing so many things but is afraid that the world will become tired of his rambling monologues and will only push him away.


That human tease you tease for being a bit too afraid for doing even the simplest of things has heard a negative reply or comment so many times in his life that he feels unworthy of receiving anything including help especially when he requires it the most.


That mate who hasn’t talked to you may not be trying to ignore you, maybe he just can’t deal with the expectations of someone being there when everything is crumbling around him because he has learnt not to keep expectations from anybody and has to unlearn all of the past things that were specifically taught him.


Sometimes that fellow who may seem toxic just needs you to have an open heart and an ear willing to listen to them so that they can justify all this sorrow that is making them hollow as the days go by. No companion is as good as the one who is genuinely alright sharing the silences with you and someone who can genuinely be there as a support when there is only pain that surrounds you.


If you have such a person, please realise how lucky you are, and if you’re still searching for that person its alright but until you make the effort to do that people won’t be able to see through all you’re going through and if they leave after seeing all of that then those people were never meant to be. Even if you are a stranger who randomly came across this post, I wish you the best of luck in life and genuinely want you to succeed in life. May You get all the happiness that you deserve!

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